Goodbye 2014. You were a harsh and beautiful year. Saturn came around and laid his whip across my back, again and again. Relationships dissolved and evolved, hearts broken, mended, lead astray, exploded, abandoned. Touched wild places. Gained independence. Lost much in order to gain more. Learned to find lessons and blessings in painful ordeal.
I feel like I need some sort of epic closure to this insane year. It won't be epic though, it'll be quiet. Good and quiet. Burn away what does not serve me and with the ashes, fertilize seeds for next year. This has been a year of the mirror and of revealing the nooks and crannies of my soul. I've taken to embracing these bitter aspects and somehow, coaxing them into something constructive and to understand myself better. This isn't to say that I have succeeded on all fronts and that work is done, work is never done! What initially felt like setbacks, were actually events that propelled me forward into what I really want in this life.
2015 will be a power year. I can feel it and I am hungry for it.